Calc Days

What all of the misery and pain of being a student has finally led up to and still fondly remembering holding back tears within room 200 to hearing Becca’s speech and having our iconic High School Musical 3 moment featuring Mr.O

Short term goodbyes to majority of classmates before Graduation so the limited tears I had this week will only exponentially increase.

I am not emotionally ready to say goodbye to teachers this week especially after O sent out a sad email about making the last few classes left memorable.

Just now realizing how I can have a full on episode with me just talking. Remember to pull through with last few weeks of school and don’t forget to congratulate yourself for what you’ve gone through.

Shorter the episodes shorter the fun school gets. Really hoping that motivation doesn’t fall of the cliff this week.

AP Classes are wrapping up and teachers are front loading students with things that’ll help long term but not short term. Longest most dreadful and amazing week yet whole semester. Cannot wait to rest and make my Brian heal from the stress and anxiety.

Even though teachers reassurance for AP test aren’t that helpful remember that lot of good can happen when things don’t feel like it will. Aka encountering Mr Thompson after a whole year of waiting.

We should never overwork ourselves for too long and be reminded of the amount of work that we put into things and be rewarded.

Oftentimes when life feels stagnant you have to find something to explore and hopefully enjoy it. Personally exploring music and finding a song that speaks to me made this week bearable.

With daylight savings makes being at school 4 days a week better with the sunrises. Hope things are going better.

We’re always one step closer to being where we are supposed to be.

When one good things ends there is always something else to look forward to.

Dreams and ambitions aren’t always so far away as it seems.

There’s so many little things that just seem to be going the right way you just have to look out for it.

The small things make the biggest impacts reminder that you make someone else’s day even if you don’t realize.

Sometimes I think that the world takes pity on me and brings joy

First week in hybrid and exposure to funny conversations that wouldn’t be the same on zoom.